Cuffing Season Side Effects in Play
It’s cold and rainy in Atlanta. Perfect cuffing season weather.
It’s a weird combination of feelings to have…it’s like the Holidays are officially here so there’s family/nostalgia feelings, it’s cold so there’s hot chocolate/warm drink feelings, and honestly it’s not really “relations ” feelings, it’s just a desire to feel comfortable with someone who knows you well. Like no pretense or expectations, just chilling under one of these all day having naps and delicious snacks.
(By the way, I have one of these blankets , and it is AMAZING. I’m getting the robe version next.)
Still no effort to make a change in my relationship status, but noted that I actually have somewhat of a desire for such a change….and that in of itself is progress.
Dream Theme Update
Last night carried on the house dream theme I mentioned a while back. As a reminder :
One is a townhouse. It’s green, located in a live/work/play area, really open, lots of natural light, hardwood floors, no furniture, front porch veranda with metal grating fence thing…the theme in the dream is that I’m not sure if I own this house. I LOVE it, but I already have one…and was never really sure if I was ready to either sell my old house and move, or if I even BOUGHT the townhouse and am carrying two mortgages…
Another house is one that I own, but I don’t stay there because for some reason I live in parents’ fixer upper (?!). I’ve owned my house for YEARS and honestly it is a nice one…but it’s on a cliff of some sort and there’s an ocean behind it so I’m scared to live there. (Expansive water makes me nervous…and also my dreams tend to feature huge tidal waves hundreds of feet tall that wipes out humanity and results in “game over” screens…)
So the dream theme progression is that I’d finally decided to figure out what to do about these houses. I knew I still loved the townhome, and that I wanted to move out of my parents house (?!) so it was down to either confirming that I owned it and move in or fix up the one I owned which was probably overrun with weeds and maybe even condemned at this point (this theme is 10 years old AT LEAST).
I hadn’t been to the house I owned in so long, I didn’t remember where it was. I couldn’t get my gps to work (text changes a lot in my dreams) so I just drove over to the townhome instead and discovered….
It was burned to the ground.
The whole area was…the movie theater, shopping area, all the homes…just charred ashes left.
The word is that the developers were republican.s (?!?!) and routinely burn down their own projects to collect money on some insurance fraud stuff (?!?!) All this happened years ago though.
I assumed that since this happened, I probably didn’t own the property anyway or they would have let me know.
So now dream KaNisa is left with the house she owns….and she may not move there even still because of the water situation.
Time will reveal what happens next! (And what this represents because I still don’t know the reasons…)
In Other News
Mostly just played video games this weekend…the new Assassin’s Cre.ed. Halloween went well. Got about 30-40 sweetie pies.
#HalloweenThrew a whole chicken on the grill because I didn’t want to wash a million dishes. Turned out tasty :
Ready to see what’s up for this, the month of November. Hope it’s infinitely better than October because…
